Wasting away (OC)

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People liked to say that you were never alone in the forest, that there was always going to be some kind of fairy or animal running around the place that would be keeping you company even if they didn’t interact with you directly. You always thought that was bullshit because, regardless of how many animals you’d see or people you’d interact with, you were always going to be going back home to your little house on the top of the hill, surrounded by the woods to sit in your house and watch whatever you wished during the night, going out during the day to see the sights of the trees and maybe do a bit of hunting whilst you are at it. You took a brief moment to look down at your gun, feeling the heaviness of the metal in your hands and feeling a slight amount of rust fall from it before you looked back up, scanning the horizon. It was pretty important that you did this as you were not only having to deal with the fact there were monsters out there now, ones that looked awfully similar to deer to the point you had already nearly shot a couple of them by accident,  but they also had the tendency to go absolutely Feral.

When the world started rebuilding from disclosure day it came out that all monsters that had flowing blood on their veins were able to suffer from Chronic wasting disease, a virus that infects the brain over the course of years. Deterioration is slow at first, a few behaviour changes happening here and there before they’d suddenly descend into a zombie like state, become near feral as they’d tear apart anything that stood between them and the nearest water sources. Deerkinds were the most traditional when they went into the late stage, becoming much like zombies you’d see in films with rotting bodies and ruined brains with several members of the Deerkind species running into the woods during their last days before they’d lose their mind completely.

As such you now had  to look out for the slim possibility that someone would come crawling out of the woods to try and maul you alive although you were always ready for that possibility. You hadn’t seen an infected Deerkind yet but you had heard these “Ferals” came in all sorts of mental capacities, from being able to talk to only being able to crawl across the ground, becoming just like their less evolved counterparts. Still, it wasn’t worth dwelling on, least of all because there weren’t many Deerkind in this part of the country in the first place,your finger rubbing against the metal barrel of your gun. You looked up to see the birds above you, tweeting away to themselves as you’d then look forward, seeing something in the distance just standing there, staring off into the bushes.

You’d get closer to the shadow to see a pair of horns moving upwards into the air, the light passing across the edges as the Deerkind woman just waited there, staring outwards. That’s when you realized just what you were seeing, wondering if you had finally encountered your first feral as you got stuck between two options which were running away or trying to put down the woman here and now. On one hand simply running away and reporting her would mean you wouldn’t get mauled and that you could have a nice night in whilst not needing to explain why you shot someone in the woods. On the other hand leaving her there would inevitably leave her to attack someone else whilst having the virus potentially spread which would lead to the entire area being locked down.

You checked the ammo in your gun, making sure that you had enough loaded to effectively kill her before you pulled the gun upwards and started walking towards her. You moved softly and quietly across the leaves and branches, making sure not to step on one and alert the woman, attempting to see if she was drinking anything as you got closer, although the trees blocking the sun managed to make sure every detail was obscured. Eventually you got far enough to where you’d almost certainly be able to kill her in one shot, readying your gun around the trigger before you’d see her turn around, her eyes widening. She then suddenly turned around, not really revealing what she looked like to you as she shot her hands up into the air, your finger rubbing the trigger slightly as she went to speak.

“Wait! Don’t shoot, please!” She shouted, still standing in the darkness which meant you still couldn't see what she looked like. You were confused by what she was saying and the fact that she was having her hands up into the air because, despite the fact there were smarter ferals that could speak, you’d never had seen one surrender before.

“Step forward. Let me get a look at you.” You said, the woman glancing around briefly before she responded.

“I-if you say so!” She said as she stepped into the light and gave you a good look at her form, your eyes widening as you saw that she was a Feral, a late stage one at that. The first place you looked was her head, seeing that the majority of the skin and flesh on her muzzle had been ripped off, the bone being exposed whilst a chunk of her ear was also missing from her head. You’d also see that the woman had several different flowers wrapped around her eyes and horns, the woman’s eyes being somewhat misaligned but not necessarily maddened like in some ferals you had heard about. The woman was wearing a shirt which hung down past her waist, her clothing being covered in dirt especially from the breasts down, the woman also wearing a pair of short shorts which allowed her tail to poke out from her rear. The woman’s arms had also majorly wasted away, the fur going from brown to a rotting black color , the woman’s hands being stripped of parts of their flesh, the woman’s claws having fallen out and replaced with semi sharp bones, her legs being equally as rotted which meant you could see only bone and blackened flesh.

“Are you infected?” You asked,mostly wondering if she was going to attack you or pretend that she wasn’t.

“I am, BUT I’m not going to kill you or maul you or do anything like that!” She said, still having her hands up. “I can explain, if you want! About why I’m not really feral, you know?” She asked,a sigh escaping your mouth before you responded.

“Sure, go on then, tell me.” You said, the woman smiling and giving a thumbs up before she spoke.

“Thank you!” She shouted before she began to clear her throat again. “Right, so I’ve got a Gene thing, it affects my heart and makes it so blood doesn’t really go to my brain correctly. So when I got infected it didn’t really touch my brain at all! Still, I infected my body though and with the-“ She said as she briefly stopped to motion across her arms. “Fluids all going everywhere and I just ran off.” She explained, staring at you before she proceeded to speak again. “Can-can I get my hands down?” She asked, glancing down awkwardly before you went to speak.

“Sure,i guess.” You said, watching as she would let out a sigh before she placed her hands by her sides. There was a silence moving through the air for several seconds, the woman glancing down at your rifle and at your face before you went to speak again, feeling yourself relax somewhat as you spoke. “So, where do you live then?” You asked, assuming she didn’t live in the nearby town given she’d have been whisked off to the quarantine zone.

“ I live in the forest, I don’t really have a house here. I have a cave!” She said, the woman's initial happiness fading somewhat as she rested her hands on her sides. “I-I can’t really go anywhere else, I’ll be infecting people otherwise. Really I just ran off when I found out, i don’t even know if anyone knows I’m gone or not.” She said, the woman starting to ramble to herself as you started to find yourself feeling pretty bad for her. It wasn’t really her fault she got infected after all, especially given how there was probably no way of knowing before it was too late in her case, a slight smile moving across your face before you spoke.

“Do you want to come and live with me...?” You asked, the woman's eyes widening as if she couldn't believe what you were saying as you realised that you didn’t know what her name was.

“What?”

“Do you want to come and live with me? I can’t get infected, after all. Also what’s your name, we didn’t really introduce ourselves?” You said as she kept staring at you in shock before she spoke.

“Shona. My name’s Shona.” She said as she walked over to you before suddenly moving into a full sprint and hugging you, the woman’s head being buried in your chest for several moments. She then composed herself a moment later, pulling away and attempting to wipe a slight bit of blood off your chest before she spoke again. “Sure, I'll live with you if you want! Could always use an extra pair of hands, right?” She said, doing some jazz hands in front of you before she placed them down again.

“Sure I could. Now, shall we get going, the last thing you want is to be stuck in here any longer.” You explained, the woman nodding at you as she would move by her side.

“Yeah, let’s go! Thanks, by the way. For not shooting me.” She said with you nodding before you began to walk away, the woman following you as you’d look back at her occasionally, seeing her staring back at you with wide eyes. You could clearly see the hope in her eyes, the woman seemingly having been extremely lonely having been stuck in the woods with an infection that would kill most of the family she had before with you thinking the gene was both a blessing and curse. You briefly wondered if this was a good idea, if it had really not infected her brain like she said but you figured the best time to bite you was when she had her head resting on your chest so you let her go, looking up the hill and wondering what your life was going to be like now you had someone by your side. 

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It had been a few weeks since that faithful day in the forest and since then things hadn’t been going too badly for you since then, especially since you had more free time thanks to your second pair of hands. Despite her infection Shona was surprisingly good at all the lifting and pulling of anything that she needed to, the lack of flesh and bone on her arms and legs being shockingly handy since she didn’t really feel as much fatigue as you did. However, you were having a few doubts that the infection hadn’t actually got to her brain but not because she was showing more concerning signs of infection because she hadn't shown a single one. Instead it seems that she may have had less control of her emotions then you had expected her to although you could also chalk that up to her living in the forest for god knows how long.

You had first noticed it when you were trying to do some cooking and you had the radio on in the kitchen, the station proceeding to switch over to EveryBody wants to rule the world by Tears for Fears. Suddenly Shona would start running into the room, the woman’s feet scraping across the ground before she started singing the lyrics in the most excited tone of voice that you had ever heard in your life, the woman swinging her skinny body from side to side as she sang. When the song ended she’d pant into the air, seemingly exhausted herself before she would attempt to apologise and explain that it was her favourite song before she wandered off, leaving you as confused as you were even before she had come in, going back to preparing your dinner a moment later.

Another time you recalled was when you and her were watching Dragon Ball GT with her and you were getting to the segment where Goku was going super saiyan 4 for the first time which was when she began crying. She was absolutely bawling her eyes out over it and it took her ages to calm down again, the woman having never watched it before now either of which confused you about her reaction even more. You also noted that she seemed to be really into zombie movies despite the fact that she was one herself, not really caring that she was technically what was represented in the films. Other then that she had been a rather excellent helper around the house, helping put up fences and fixing up any thing that broke from the wind and rain you constantly had.

She was also an excellent shot with a rifle, something that shocked you as Deekinds were usually the more tree hugging types and didn’t really like using guns when they could use magic. However Shona seemed to be an excellent shot especially for someone who had just been wandering around the woods for a while without any contact to anyone to the point where she didn’t really know how good she was, simply assuming she was naturally good at it. She also didn’t actually care she was essentially a walking corpse, the woman revealing there wasn’t really anything where her waist and stomach was. She then responded by openly joking about how all the fat went to her  breasts instead of her stomach, something that made you chuckle when you first talked about it.

Today had been a regular day, doing some tasks and going out for a hunt with Shona but you had noticed that there was something off about her, the woman fidgeting and pacing around the place much more than she usually did. You were currently sitting on the Sofa, Shona sitting on a chair you had managed to salvage from a second hand furniture shop just on the outskirts of town where she was still fidgeting, her legs rubbing together as she attempted to keep her eyes on the TV. “Is everything alright? You’re fidgeting all over the place.” You asked, the woman turning her head to look at you, her hands resting on her thighs before she seemed to think over what she was going to say, the woman eventually managing to find the words she was looking for after rolling her tongue a couple times in her mouth.

“Well...I’m kinda, maybe in heat at the moment.” She explained, nervously looking away before she spoke again. “And I can’t really sate it properly right now because of the CWD. Kinda makes me a walking STD really! You know, with all the fluids.” She explained as she would then proceed to stare at you for several moments, the woman’s mouth being clamped shut before she’d stare back at herself. Several seconds of silence moved across the air before she looked back at you, her tongue still rolling around in her mouth before she turned to face you. “Anon. Could you do a favour for me?” She asked with you knowing exactly what she was going to ask you as you’d stare at her for several seconds, wondering if you should have sex with the actual rotting corpse or not.

“Yes.” You said, a second or so of silence echoing out across the air before you’d speak again. “Yes, I’ll have sex with you. I’ll sate that heat that’s inside of you.” You said, glancing around for a few moments, wondering if you had just made this decision because you were actually pretty lonely without her.

“Great!” She said as she jumped up and ran over to you, clutching ahold of your arm as she would get up on the tips of her hooves to pull you off your chair. “W-well, let’s get off to bed then!” The woman said as she began running towards your bedroom, practically dragging you across the floor which you helped her with to a certain extent, her grip being strong against your body before you reached the room. You were quickly pulled over to the bed before she lightly pushed you away from her, leading you to land on the mattress with a light thump, the woman quickly scrambling over you in a mess of limbs. You could hear the sound of the woman panting before the woman’s fingers slipped underneath her clothes, slowly dragging them upwards which revealed what was left of her body.

The woman had no skin and little muscle from just below her breasts to her waist, the spine and bones of the woman being exposed to the air, having been stripped white of any flesh or residue. The woman’s organs were kept inside of her body through some kind of miracle with you seeing the edges of her lungs underneath her breasts  as well as seeing a large part of her intestines and stomach, the woman's uterus being exposed as well. As you gazed upon the sight you’d let out a chuckle, not really believing the situation you were in before you looked up to see her staring at you, shocked and slightly saddened. “D-don’t laugh…” She said, the woman crossing her arms around your body somewhat before you’d realised what you had just done.

“Oh no, I’m not laughing at you, don’t worry about that.” You said, moving your hands to the pair of bones that were on her back, moving up them as she would go back to smiling, your excuse seemingly placating her for now. You’d fingers then moved over to her bra, feeling the matted fur on her back for a brief moment before you began to undo it, your fingers messily attempting to undo the bra for several seconds before you managed to get it undone. The woman’s bra fell down her arms, her breasts bouncing out of the fabric they were trapped in, your eyes widening as you realized all the fat really did go to her tits. You’d catch yourself staring for several movements before your hands moved away from her back and onto her breasts, starting to grope away at them.

You’d feel how soft they were in your hands, the woman letting out a moan into the air as the woman’s nipples started to harden against your palms, rubbing against them constantly. The woman’s hips moved back against your waist, rubbing against it as her tail moved from side to side somewhat, her hands moving down to your chest as to make sure that she wasn’t going to slip over. After a minute or so of groping you’d proceed to start moving your hands down her body again, moving across the same bones that you had gone down on before you rested them against her waist.  You then moved one hand to her shorts, dragging them down her legs with your fingers before you proceeded to move your hand up to her pussy, rubbing your fingers against it for a moment before putting them inside.

You’d let out a gasp as she would hike her chest upwards, the woman’s hands moving so they now rested against your shoulders, the woman's wet pussy dripping all over your fingers. The woman was rather tight with you clearly feeling her walls around your digits, feeling each twitch of them as you’d glance up to see her staring down at you , another shaky pant echoing from her maw. Suddenly the woman’s hand would move to your head, your fingers moving in and out of her faster before she would move her head down to your mouth, her snout rubbing against your lips. That’s when her tongue escaped her maw and pushed into your mouth , trapping you on a kiss as you’d feel her tongue playing with your own, your grip on her hip intensifying as you focused on the kiss.

As the kiss continued and the thick tongue would keep drifting around your mouth and teeth you’d feel a spark be set inside of you, one that made you move your fingers out of her pussy with the digits dripping all over your trousers. With that you clutched ahold of them, dragging your jeans and underwear down them with the woman’s hips moving up to allow your jeans to go down and your cock to escape from its fabric prison. Your hands then moved back to her hips, clutching them and making them move themselves upwards into the air, the woman's pussy now hovering above your member as she panted desperately. With that you’d slam her hips down onto your cock, letting her slide down to the base as your mouth and her own disconnected, drool linking you and her together.

You’d feel her inner walls wrapped around your cock as she kept your member inside of her, the woman’s loud moans and pants filling the air as you’d let her rest on your member for a moment. With that you began to move her hips up your dick, moving inch by inch across your member, the inner walls dragging themselves across your veins, the woman's claws digging and twitching across your skin, rubbing against it. You’d only stop when you were an inch or so away from your tip, letting her rest there as she’d roll her hips to feel all the pleasure that she wanted so much. After a few seconds more of grinding you’d bring her back down again, practically ramming your hips into her own as she let out another gasp into the air, the woman eagerly panting once again.

You’d repeat this process for several moments, hearing as she moaned and gasped when you moved her up and down your dick, your eyes focusing on her stomach as you realized something. You could see pretty much every movement that your cock made inside of her, seeing as the tip would bulge out of her guts somewhat as you thrusted,the woman presumably seeing the exact same thing. She didn’t seem to mind nor feel any of this, any concern that you’d be feeling due to her exposed organs instead becoming a desire to give her the best fucking of her lifetime. With that you moved your hands to the bones sticking out of her rotting hips, clutching ahold of them to get some leverage on her before you began to move faster against her.

You’d hear as she panted even more at the feeling, your waist clashing against her lower lips, the woman’s fluids splashing against your balls and waist as you thrusted. The woman’s fingers twitched across your shoulder blades as she would move her hips in such a way that they’d push against your hands as if to silently demand you grope her some more, her hips entering a slight grind before you’d move her up. “Mph, keep going! God, I’ve waited years for something like this!” She shouted as you’d hear the bed creak slightly from the force with your thanking god that no one lived by you to hear her groaning into the air. Her mouth was agape now, the woman’s tongue hanging out of her mouth as you’d focus on her inside again, grinning as you did so.

You could see as your member jutted out from her insides at a considerably faster rate than before, near constantly stretching her organs out as you’d see a few beads of drool dripped down from the muzzle of the doe. You’d feel as her lower lips clenched and unclenched around your member as well,twitching from the pleasure that was going through her as her hands moved to your head again, clutching ahold of it so her thumbs were resting on your jaw. “Come here, handsome!” She gasped out as she proceeded to let her head fall down onto your face, her jaw opening and her tongue pushing inside of your mouth, something you welcomed. You’d move your hands along with her, clutching ahold of the bones that were keeping her back together before starting to go even faster.

It was at this point both of you had been lost in each other’s pleasure, tongues clashing against one another whilst said organs pushed against your teeth and gums. Meanwhile it would get to the point where she was no longer able to grind against your hips due to pure speed alone, the woman bouncing off your hips somewhat with each thrust as her eyes stared into your own lovingly. You’d then look down to her organs, seeing as your member would bulge out of them some more, the organs being barely able to keep their original shape before you’d go plunging into them again. Her hands had clamped against her head like a vice, making sure that you couldn’t escape her grasp, not that you were  ever intending to stop at this point with how the two of you were feeling.

That’s when you felt yourself start to throb inside of her, pushing against her insides eagerly with each throb as she’d pull away from your face briefly, pushing back down at moment later. That’s when you felt as the pressure began to build up at the tip of your cock, pushing up against it as you got closer to orgasm. The pressure would only intensify at the tip of your cock and then slowly began to start crawling down the rest of your member, eventually making it so your entire cock was consumed by the intense pressure. A few moments more as you couldn't take it anymore, moaning into the air and clutching ahold of her body as you hilted inside of her, ropes spraying out of your cock as her lower lips clenched around your member,making sure nothing could escape from her.

The first couple of ropes proceeded to spray out of your member, coating her insides with that pearly white substance with each rope becoming larger than the last. The woman pulled away from your face as your orgasm intensified, growing stronger and faster, your eyes glancing down to see that her uterus were starting to puff up with it being clear that she was being filled to the brim. Your orgasm would reach its peak, a massive amount of cum escaping your cock and depositing itself deep inside of her, enough to make her organs puff up just a bit more then beforehand. After that your orgasm would come to an end, the ropes growing smaller and smaller before stopping in their entirety,a groan escaping your mouth as you pushed your end against the pillow, the womans body lightly resting on your own, her arms down by her side and her head against your shoulder.

“That was… Amazing, Anon!” She said as she quickly pushed you into a hug, rubbing her muzzle against your neck. The woman then proceeded to push herself from your body, letting her back hit against the mattress before she looked down at her bloated uterus, slowly moving her hand to the organ before she began to rub against it. The woman would let a few drops of cum escaped from her pussy when she rubbed against it, the woman then taking two of her fingers and pushing down on it, cum spraying out of her insides and all over the mattress, a moan escaping her eager mouth. “Whoops… shall we clean up then?” She asked, her breath shaky before you would nod, you and her getting off the bed to be as clean as you could get before you slept.

After cleaning yourself, her and the bed up you and Shona promptly went to bed together,slipping underneath the covers with her by your side as you drifted into slumber. From there you’d have a quiet and dreamless sleep,your eyes eventually snapping open when you saw a light coming down from your windows with you lazily turning your head so that you were facing Shona. As you looked at her you couldn’t help but feel like she was worried about something, the woman’s eyes staring up into the darkened roof, her hands and fingers awkwardly clapping against one another.  “Hey, is everything alright?” You asked, the woman turning her head to you and trying to make sure her horns didn’t get tangled in the fabric in the process.

“Oh, it’s nothing, I just had this… weird dream.” She said, staring into your eyes as she did so.

“Want to tell me what happened?” You said, the woman staying silent for a brief moment before she spoke.

“I just remember there was this void that I was in. I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, I couldn’t do anything but stand. But then the ground beneath me started to ripple, like water, and this guy appeared from it. His body was thin, rotting away and everything that wasn’t bone was just waterlogged and bloated flesh, draped in a cloak of what I assume to be skin, his eyes black and empty holes.” She explained, seeming to become ever so slightly entranced as he spoke. “Then he opened his mouth, the words he was saying were not audible but I could hear them,if that makes any sense, tell me about how I am blessed with a gift. Then I managed to speak, I asked him what he was…” She said, letting her tongue roll in her mouth for a moment before she spoke again.

“He said he was the God of the Waste, and that part of him was in me. Then he said that it was time for me to become a part of him, he reached out, his hand was all bone and skin and rended muscles.” She said, stopping again for several moments.

“And then?”

“And then nothing, I just woke up after that!” She said, the woman shrugging before she spoke again. “It just felt so real though. Like he was there.” She said, the woman’s face going straight for a moment before it became more relaxed. “But I’m sure it was nothing. All that heat has probably got to my head!” She said with a chuckle, rubbing the base of her horn before she spoke again. “Anyways, enough about me, want to get the day started, handsome?” She asked, your head moving into a nod as you watched the woman stretch and get out of the bed with you resting there for a brief moment as you wondered to yourself what that dream could be about. You decided that you may as well shrug if off, figuring dreams had always created strange things that didn’t really matter, getting out of bed and joining Shona for some breakfast as you did so.